The 23rd Of December… Make That 24th

Was it a bad idea that I ate two slices of ice cream cake at 12 AM? Probably.

Am I regretting anything yet? Nope.

Will I? Hope not.

Ahem.

It’s the 24th of December. In other words, Christmas Eve. In other words, release day of Christmas Chances. But before we get to the debut of the Audiosmiths I have to ramble for a few paragraphs. πŸ™‚

*mentally screams* Where on earth did time go? I could’ve sworn I was just starting on WordPress and the great American eclipse was yesterday and we just discovered that Jules was Connie’s half sister and Mr. Parker’s VA sounds so different and Thor got his hair cut and that it was just yesterday, just yesterday when I saw my cousin for the first time in four years and honestly I have no clue how we sped up to now. To December. To Christmas.

But that Christmas spirit that’s supposed to have infected everyone’s hearts?

I guess it missed me. I don’t have it.

(Sorry to all you guys who don’t celebrate Christmas! 😦 This is a lame apology… but it can’t hurt to make it. I think.)

Anyhoo. Christmas spirit. Missed me. That’s where we were. It’s weird. For all my life, I remember being so excited and happy for Christmas, the gifts, the family, the something that just made the day special, the fact that though Jesus probably didn’t come on the 25th, HeΒ came and that excited me- Christmas was a big deal. It was the one time our family was a family. And by family I mean your third great grand cousin’s niece’s son’s aunt’s nephew on your grandfather’s mother’s brother’s side that comes over once a year and gives you carefully cooked pandesal.Β All the good things happened on Christmas, and it was just this wonderful thing.

Fast forward to now, and it feels like just another day to me. Advent’s special, but not special.Β That magical feeling when you hear a carol? Sure, I’ll get chills up my spine, but I get chills listening to an epic movie soundtrack. Reading the Christmas story? It’s more of a comfty familiar feeling than excited fangirl squealing. Gifts? Thoughts and kind words seem to really be more than enough.

Maybe it’s life. Maybe it’s that I’ve gotten a littler older and understood a tad bit more, and maybe it’s just daily life and I’m not as stoked about Christmas like when I was five. Maybe it’s all the crazy that’s come my way and I’m still figuring out what goes where. Maybe it’s missing people. Maybe it’s all the big fuss the stores and malls make about it. But whichever of these maybes it is, Christmas and I aren’t the tight compadres we once were.

Hey, maybe that’s okay.

Maybe you don’t have to have the excited, happy feelings on Christmas to celebrate Christmas in your heart. Maybe it’s like joy, where you don’t need to be happy all the time to have it.

I’m okay with that. More than okay.

Anyway, The Return Of The King is playing and I’m not missing that with my family, so I’ll leave you this awesome card:

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And give you the link to Christmas Chances! At last!

AH. AH. AH. AH. AH.

Makies is indeed a word, friends. Many thanks to Mya, Gracie, and Penny for helping spread the word.

Merry Christmas Eve!

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Here is a short Christmas story based on Just Come Home that I wrote by hand. By hand. BY HAND Y’ALL. Β I just might put it up here. Maybe.

 

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15 thoughts on “The 23rd Of December… Make That 24th

  1. Ka-thingity thing no. 1:
    Thor’s haircut was easily the most surprising thing about 2018. Jus’ a’sayin’.
    Thingityblamakabamothang no. 2:
    i’m not sure i really get the thing over christmas either…..? i’ve never been an avid christmas person. i love christmas music tho.
    Thangamabob no. 3:
    I THOUGHT THAT THE TEARS WERE THE SNOWMAN’S EYES AND THE EYES WERE WRINKLES AROUND HIS MOUTH AND I WAS CACKLING. HE LOOKS SO UPSET AND ANGRY LIKE THAT.
    Tinglythinglything no. 4:
    YOUR HANDWRITING. MY GOSH. *quiet chanting* post it, post it, post it

    Liked by 1 person

    1. 1. RIGHT LIKE I WASN’T AS SHOCKED BY CAP BUT THOR WAS TOO MUCH
      2. I’m beginning to think that you don’t have to have the feelings to celebrate. But that’s no reason not to enjoy a hot cocoa πŸ˜›
      3. XD XD I LOVE THAT CARD AAAAAAAAH
      4. Awwww thank you- I just might, I just might.

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